ENJOY


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

O Holy Night
God's Angels guided me through

brightening darkness; removing obstacles

to have seen me thus far

Secrets of the woods become secrets no more

For God has commanded me to share my experience

with those whom trust and don't

as the encounter would witness and stand

and show the greatness of our mighty Lord

God bless



*God's child*
*Koh Tiongwei*.
9-teen
24th February 1991
Christian


*Foot-track*

-All Saints (English Congregation) -Gongshang Primary 1.8, 2.8, 3.7, 4.7, 5.7, 6.7
-Ngee Ann Secondary 1e4, 2r4, 3r1,4r1
-TJC House Committee 16th ALPHA
-Anglican Diocese Youth Board Project Serve 2010

Loves
*♥Jesus♥ *
♥Fantastic Five
♥Caricatures
♥Alpha House Committee
♥Soothing music
♥Nature wonders
♥Outdoors
♥Traveling
♥Football[EPL]
♥Fascinating Facts
♥Cool Surprises
♥Cartoons [Pixar and Disney]


Dislikes
Jesus said,"Love your enemy."


Wishlist
*fallen star *
~Bicycle
~Backpack
~Tee
~Shades
~Laptop*
~Watch
~Happiness*



Tagboard





Old Stories
Last day-break camp. After last night's movie mara...
The second day. We had to wake up at 8 the next m...
Two more posts to go. Thursday was camp day. I se...
I'm finally back from camp. It's already 2a.m. but...
Today was supposed to have an appointment with Joe...
Alright, now I've to squeeze my brain juice to rec...
It was Sunday, and yet yet again, I stood people u...
My memory is failing me. It has been only a day si...
Special dedication to Fantastic Five
Alright, so that was our first time f.f-1 sleeping...





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Fellowship

Poiema
Ariel[p]
Charmaine[p]
Daphne[p]
DeQi[p]
Jeremy[p]
Jia En[p]
Jocylyn[p]
JoelPixel Icons at Ego Box
Jolyn

Serve 2010
Esther
Shaylen
Vanessa

House Committee
Calvin
CrystalPixel Icons at Ego Box
FangXiongPixel Icons at Ego Box
Hanle
Helena
KrystalPixel Icons at Ego Box
Lwin
MatPixel Icons at Ego Box
MeiYi
Nicholas Lau
PhayKeyPixel Icons at Ego Box
Sharron
ShiYanPixel Icons at Ego Box
Teck Kian
TeresaPixel Icons at Ego Box

Others
BaohuiPixel Icons at Ego Box
EeWen
Hui Yan
KC
Ping
Roy
WeiYi
XiaoHui

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Praise the Lord









Sunday, June 15, 2008

For the first time in my entire life, I felt the greatest amount of solemn. The feeling of greyness, the kind of thoughts that made your imagination run boundrylessly wild, I broke down yesterday. I stared into the blank ceiling as if it was some kind of great art piece, but my eyes were as blank as anything you could think of. I was deeply hurt, one way or the other. But the cause of that feeling was some lack minor lack of assurance, which escalate to what it is now. I'm engulfed in sorrow. Just at the back of my throat I could feel the stuck, the sour kind, the one people experienced when they cry. I'm at my limits now. It's never embarrassing to admit that you cry, because people cry when they are really sad. I did last night, and I just did too... This morning I really wanted to go to the service. After four months of skipping, I really thought I want to go today. But the struggle I had last night landed me exhausted, really exhausted. The mental kind of exhaustion, where you don't feel like thinking of anything. Staring at the ceiling, I finally dozed off in the morning. In the afternoon, dage asked me to go to the IT fair at the exhibition hall in Suntec. I met up with him at Simei. Going out with friend allowed me to have an escapade from the troubles I had, for a while. The entire mall was really packed, especially at the area of exhibition. We collected many brochures from the different different booths, and found an area to do some comparison. In the end, I decided to buy a compaq laptop. It's pretty nice. My laptop has the same birthdate as someone's laptop. Exactly same year, same month, same day. At home, the feeling came back again, and I fell into the grey world...

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Posted by Judah at 6/15/2008 08:07:00 AM