Someone asked me, "If God is all powerful and He creates all things, here's a question for you." "Yes?" He continued, "If that's the case, is it ever possible for God to create something that even Him Himself is incapable of carrying?"
Date: 27th December 2009
Weather: It WAS still sunny when I came (but I've since been pretty much stuck indoors)
Mood: Daddy said he's bringing the family to Disney Land, but I'm the only one who has seen the ticket, while all the others continue to remain in much disbelief.
With regard to the little dialog I've included at the beginning of the post, it was actually a very small fragment of a conversation I had with one of the fellow guests, like me, who had been invited to the service/musical at Mai's church. He's still searching, and as for me, having already found the answer, I just felt so glad that I no longer have to go through that dilemma anymore.
That dialog was something that he, as a student, has had gathered from the philosophy students when he did it last time. And amongst them, it had been claimed that most of them were atheists, so that pretty much explain their "picking bones out of an egg-nature" I guess.
Anyhow, I've got a set of theory to that myself, and I'm pretty much convinced by that. The answer is such question should not have existed in the first place. It's just a matter of playing with words. If I were to put it blatantly, it's just a plain childish ploy to uproot the shallower faith (not saying that mine's very deep already though). Childish because the ploy has got no meaning in itself.
God created men, but men created their own languages. So why do we spend so much time dwelling in something which had only been brought into lights because of the flaws in the digging tools. Imagine an excavation project in one of the ancient rock structures, and an amateur archaeologist accidentally chiseled off an important part of the uncovered rock, leaving a scar. Then the other archaeologists are all asked to research on the significance of the scar during the historical period of the occurrence. Make sense? Yea, perhaps non-sens-ical. Ask again, "is it possible for God to create something that even Him Himself is not capable of moving." Then how about answering this question for me first, "If nothing is impossible, then isn't impossible itself impossible?" Confusing? Try again. When one starts claiming that nothing is impossible already, isn't impossibility itself already an impossibility? How do you achieve impossible when nothing is impossible, but yet impossible itself is not possible? Dwell on this. Some people call it the oxymoron, but having a recognised term does not make it in any sense more sensible huh?
Wow, I've managed to come out with another entry again!
Posted by Judah at 12/27/2009 01:31:00 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Maybe I should be like EeWen, start having something more constructive- the likes of a review, so that I won't lose track of whatever that had happened, meaningful or not. Quoted from the much beloved girl- more than just memories!
Posted by Judah at 12/26/2009 03:44:00 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
Date: 26th December 2009
Significance: Boxing Day
Weather: too early to be told
Mood: Like a piece of wax being thrown into a highly-heated rice cooker
I feel soft. If anything, my body feels like it's falling apart. I am giving way, like finally. Sickness has been kind to me for the past few months, and I ought to be grateful for that. But that did not make my body immune to illness, but rather, made it more susceptible, as the impacts maximises themselves so much after my body has gotten used to healthiness.
Spreading salt onto an opened wound is that I am still working despite the condition, the ungodly morning shift hours somemore (5am to 1pm and that does not take into consideration the fact that I need to wake up at 330am and have to forsake my break for the 1pm dismissal!).
I know I have wanted to share perspectives, but I just got to rant this off! My nose is killing me, like seriously! It's even worse than a broken tap! My arms feel like the sourest lemonade is flowing through my vessels. Even my new hair cut is not helping things by constantly feeling either too warm (when I wear my beanie) or cold (when I'm not!). It's only 9 am, and I'm dying for 1pm to come quickly. I got a feeling my sneezing and sniffing are chasing all my potential customers from the shop! I think I got to go to the main shop already. Hm.... Bye...
Posted by Judah at 12/25/2009 04:48:00 PM
Judah is very thankful for:
-Cynthia and Chu Ming for coming down to witness my baptism (that was surely a pleasant surprise!)
-Deqi Godpa
-All the well-wishes from so many people
-All the cards and presents from so many people
-Daddy God for showing me His grace by calling me into His kingdom
-Roy, Eewen, Angelina and Gina for coming down specially to give me the support!
-Pastor Ezekiel, Deqi and Daphne for being the three very influential people in my spiritual walk
-Pastor Derrick, Aunty Linda and Aunty Yee Peng for being the encourager whom have kept me going
-Jiaen, James, Aron, Rachel and co for being the ones whom had shown me so much hospitality
-and anyone else whom I might have missed out but had contributed in one way or the other!
Thank you, and have a blessed 2010! Hallelujah!
Posted by Judah at 12/25/2009 03:05:00 AM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Right, so I have entertained that thought for so long, and so I have finally executed that plan, so now what? Apart from that instantaneous "hm... I look not bad still...", I'm very much bothered by one very fact that I've still yet to tell my dad about the news. A tragedy in itself. Sometimes, I really hope my dad is someone whom I can reason with, because I have every ground secure to attain victory, but he's not one to reason with! He's the typical old parent who has casted in his heart a stubbornness so firm that simply puts others (especially his children) off when trying to convey to him any message. Nevertheless, I am resolute too with my decision.
Luke 14:26
"If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple.
That's by comparison, and yes, I respect my parents, and still give them the authority in other aspects, but by comparison, I love God more. Of course, I do recognise that I'm deceiving myself when I declare that I give them the authority that they ought to have, simply because I have declined my dad's to know about the news. But by comparison, is that enough stumbling block to hinder my progression? No, I hope!
If I need anything now, it would be a miracle! I am guilty of this, because despite my constant effort to pursue certain things, and my conscientious requests for prayer over a granted approval, I haven't been doing much of that on my own. For me, it had just been a hi-bye thing, but now, I'm fearful! I'm recognising the need to do so, so Lord, please work through me. I'm sorry for those lukewarmness, but I'm coming back to you now! Please help me.
It was really disappointing just now when I've come home from my new hair cut. My dad saw it, and the first comment was in a disapproving tone- your gor gor asked you go cut one is it? So what if my brother had shaved his before mine? I swear mine has got zero thing in this entire world to do with his. Everyone ought to have learnt about my desire to start afresh from my baptism; some ought to have known about the role I want to morph into during the party 2 days later; and even fewer might have known about how many times I have been entertaining that kind of idea- a genuine skin! But I'm having this bug in me that tells me my brother's gonna get into trouble tonight! Unreasonable, yet helpless! Sorry brother. And considering that, a mere hair cut was already enough to cause such a rift already, even fools should acknowledge the risk of me revealing the baptism news to him. He's gonna jump, and I'll probably get chased out, and my laptop smashed? (I don't know, but my laptop looks really vulnerable in this house!) Lord, please do a miracle in my life, so huge that I would no longer have any doubts or hesitation in following your instructions!
Anyhow, I'll just take it as you telling me to go ahead with my shaving since when I told you "if the rain stops at 1130, I will go", the rain really stopped. So perhaps this is the what you're telling me. It's not that time to tell my dad about this yet. Lord, I've learnt that a man's greatest ability in your eyes is his availability, so please Daddy, I am available now! Use me, prepare my heart so as to finally give me the push to approach my dad. I want to be a positive testimony for YOU!
Posted by Judah at 12/23/2009 09:39:00 PM
Posted by Judah at 12/23/2009 06:55:00 PM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Change- an improving force
Date: 22nd December 2009
Weather: rainy
Mood: I am a kid standing in front at the doors of the Disney Land
What a day it has been?! I mean, when one is allowed to sleept away hal the day, what other form of relaxation can overshadow it? That, of course, is an exaggeration, considering the fact that I've only turned in at 3 a.m. the night before. Anyhow, even though I had only intended this blog to be an archive of my daily happenings initially, I am entertaining the thoughts of converting it into a "perspective sharing centre" more and more often recently. Therefore, as I filled in the preface for this entry, I kind of felt the reluctance to harp on those mundaneness. I, have changed (so have many others).
December, 19 (by that, I am not referring to a date, but rather an expression for the period of December during my 18th year as a human) has been the most dynamic season in my life. So much changes, so much, yet those have not been all. More are expected to be coming along. In view of that, apart from the excitement which I've been trying to suppress for a long time already, there, are also various sentiments of both fear and uncertainties. Those tow always come hand-in-hand, just like how a certain anonymous haver married the concept of both faith and uncertainties. You fear of the unknown but because of the unknown, you'll need immense faith in the future. And to us, Christian, our faith lies in our Daddy God and only Him because the future that He has promised is so much and so great.
Although "optimism is a Christian trait" has become one of the typical tiongwei quotes already, I'm not sure if I might still be able to face such rapid changes with the same amount of positivity if they have not fallen on my favourite month of the year.
Regardless, at this instance, I think changes are good. To quote from Bleach's Kurosutchi Mayuri's famous speech about the "impossibility of perfection" when he fought an Arancar. Therefore, even if some things are ultimately good, changes are always necessary for the better (this is a fallen world in which you and I reside). With that, a period of uncertainties is certainly an opportunity to achieve greater things. God has a perfect plan for each of us, so what we need to do is to really have faith. Season of love encompasses even the trial periods for the sun will shine even brighter when the storm finally calms. God's plan are executed in accordance to His own timing which has been deemed best by most, so even if we might not feel ready for that, pray continually for the willingness if you haven't gotten that, otherwise, just trust and believe. Daddy assured us not to be afraid!
Posted by Judah at 12/22/2009 07:05:00 PM
Date: 21st December 2009
Weather: Sunny still
Mood: You've a litre bottle and you fill it with half a litre of water, is it half-filled or half-empty now?
Frankly, if anyone was to ask me, whatever I've written before this did not originate from whatever intentions I had in mind before even beginning to write. I don't know if this is a homogeneous phenomenon amongst all humanities, or is it just a weird trait that has plagued the ill-fated me. I have never been able to cross a certain threshold in all my essays, beginning from the very first I've ever written. Many markers have tried to rectify my method of approach but to no avail- whatever I write about, even until now, I always have the tendency to drift. The common language amongst the teachers for this is that I lack focus. And myself in particular, is an extreme case. I mean even when I already have something in mind to write about, in the midst of writing I am still very likely to dwell too much in the irrelevant areas (like my previous entry). That, can never be considered a mild case anymore, can it?
Anyhow, what I have intended to write about was never a plain review of Avatar anyway. That is just not me, to only view certain issues as being bounded within the parameters of a particular film, for this case, it's 2hours 40 minutes. Not that it's bad to feedback on a film- on how awesome the 3-D and special effects have been; on how some speech could have been considered classically inspirational- but I am not a movie-reviewer in any sense, and neither do I have the appetite to become one. Rather, I would very much love to address concerns which reside deepest within us and have been evoked/awakened by any trigger in the likes of films and songs alike. A review you call that? I don't think so. (Have I gone off-focus again? That's why it's always so difficult for me to share without having any material aid)
Finally, we've finally arrived at the topic of discussion, the one which I've intended for; the one which have kept my journey so painfully long; the one which like many others, has left a deep impression on me; the one which has moulded a perspective of a different form.
-Nativity-
I think it's amazing that I have so much to say about other things, but when it comes to the main topic which I've given so much thoughts about, I am unable to put them into words. But Nativity is really a topic where so much could be expressed. Shall upload it as a chart later.
The following is a very personal struggle with faith, so please do not be wavered by it. If a similar struggle occurs to you, do pray about it. He will speak. Just be patient and press on! Otherwise, DO NOT EVEN START READING!
Nativity
is mankind progressing in the correct direction
is a return possible, or are we just continuing with the wrongs (reluctance, habit)
Struggle:
Roy asked me to be careful while waiting for baptism (so am I struggling right now?)
Put on the Christian specs when we look at things, but are we allowed to take them off after they have been put on? Why would I want to take them off?
All of us have been looking forward to eternity but what's after that?
When the time of all good things have come, then what is there to contrast with- will we still feel happy?
We treasure because of the limitations, so what does eternity promise us?
Are the people who find happiness in eternity ultimately the ones who's gonna get them?
Such spiritual warfare had been a scary experience, which made me to rethink about even the baptism which I've so desired for since a long time before. But Daddy God, being the one who's ever so good, never fails! He said, "resist the evil, and it will flee." He guides, and He provides. My imperfection only reflects of His perfection and greatness over all things! A struggle it may seem, only to strengthen me in all ways possible (although it has taken a vigorous route!)
Lesson:
Faith is important in times of uncertainty
human hearts are dangerous
ask and it will be given you (James 1:5)
Mood: When we look at the heaven- the one which had been the same since the world begins- (marveled!)
Posted by Judah at 12/22/2009 06:31:00 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
Expectation, a changed perspective
Date: 21st December 2009
Weather: Sunny
Mood: deep in thoughts
This is perhaps my second time writing an entry in the booth, but I am convinced that this might really be the first of many things to come.
I have just finished the film "Avatar" with the beloved FF, and truly, it has been an awesome one! I mean, how long has it really been since the last union? Anyhow, I just got to admit, with must guilt, that the truth is I didn't have much sentiments regarding the reunion, but rather a wealth/groundswell of thoughts as an aftermath from the story. Perhaps, I really should swallow my words now that I've declared, almost just as certain then, to Baohui that Avatar, thought a great film in itself, does not evoke as much sentiments as I would have liked (an aspect which might have been inferior to that of 2012) How much more naive could I have been, to finally realise that a genuine good brew requires the drinker to gently sip on it to digest and "be digested"- a principle which fits itself pretty well into the situation here.
Therefore, I suffered the consequences of my words while riding towards my workplace. I mean, when one has almost more than happily accepted that "the movie is solely for entertainment" is a fact, isn't he at his most vulnerable when the "fact" falters? That ride must have been one of the longest in my life, if not already the longest. And perhaps I should be grateful at least that I heeded my gut feeling to walk to a certain bus stop instead of taking up the suggestion of changing from one bus to another, which by all means, ought to have made the journey painfully longer!
Things are just plain weird when they do not go in accordance with very much of how we might have desired for them to be. That, I call it the expectation. And that, is also a very human thing. Many many posts before, I've mentioned that I had come across a certain phase in life where realisation of me being one who might have expected too much from others had struck me hard. But today, I am telling myself that one who does not expect, does not live. The logic is simple- expectations do not just fall on individuals, but more often than not, they concern happenings of events. When it's almost meal time, one expects to become hungry; prior to entering a "haunted mansion", most expect to become fearful; in the event of facing an emergency, the attendants would expect the passengers to cooperate and react with precautionary responses. Expectation is a part of us most of the times. I mean, even animals form their own sets of expectations if you were to ask me.
To rebuke myself, or rather, my old self, that expectation only serves to strain relationship, I do think that even harsh expectations of fellow humans are an expression of genuine concern and love. One fails an expectation when he does not live up to it. As often as we tell ourselves that people have different level of maturity and priority and that we ought to respect and accept those, these, I now think, could again be summarised by my own quote again: "slowing down is an option, but it certainly fails to establish itself as a valid excuse to not put in enough efforts." Anything can be an option, or in this case, many options, but it is ultimately down to oneself to determine what kind of ATTITUDE we might want to adopt.
Of course, by that I do not mean an endless pursuit without satisfaction or contentment. So perhaps, the gist of this lies in the delicate critical region where we draw the line. I mean, what isn't? But again, what Joshua Harris mentioned in his book, "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" about how intimacy ought not to be marginalised by a certain line. If premarital sex is sinful, shouldn't cuddling and holding hands be just as sinful? It's not about that presence of the line which more often than not only serves to provide us with just enough space and perhaps "self-tolerance" to make us feel better, but rather very much of this depends largely on our own conscience. Positive expectation has the potential and capacity to spur on one another such that one improves at his own pace. On the other hand, blind tolerance creates a breeding ground for bums- indulgence/姑息.
Posted by Judah at 12/21/2009 10:42:00 AM
I can't believe this, but I am writing an entry in my workplace during my break! How cool can this be? An entry from a public place? Eat that! ^^
Anyhow, today I watched Avatar, and apart from being inspired, I'm currently experiencing a lot of turmoil within my soul. So much sentiment, and during my working hours (please pardon me for doing otherwise, apart from working), I actually wrote some entries on paper! Shall transfer it here once I get home. I don't know, but I think I'm, beginning to love writing more and more. So perhaps the only reason that I'm still blogging here is that I need people to read whatever I have in mind. After all, I love sharing perspectives!
Dear blog, by that I do not mean that I want to abandon you. You shall be kept because you're a part of me- the fond memories! Cool stuff! But some things are just so nice to be recorded- and for me, some things usually refer to all things! Sharing of perspective is cool! And I ought to be glad that I have so much to share! I mean not many are as comfortable with sharing as I am! HAHA! (even if that means many might disagree with whatever I have on my mind)!
See you tonight! Ciao^^
Posted by Judah at 12/21/2009 03:27:00 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Some things are just beyond words, but really grateful for almost every thing! HAHA! I got a new Godpa in DeQi!!!! HAHA! I know it's weird, but quite fun to call you that man! Thanks for accepting that request without second thoughts man! ^^ Godpa! *Gratitude!*
Posted by Judah at 12/20/2009 10:46:00 AM
If anything is to be a testimony, my testimony this morning, in itself, is already one of the realest and truest testimony! Nervousness consumed me whole, yet God never gave up on my chilled mind.
A line of the lyrics of the last worship piece went, " You call and I will not delay!"
Scripture reading ends at a point where it says, "do not fear!"
Sermon once again reaffirmed His company by emphasising on the word "Emmanuel"!
What more do I ask for? Praise Him!
Posted by Judah at 12/20/2009 10:43:00 AM
Testimony part 2
Continuation from 19th December's post:
Thus, knowing how packed the schedule might be, I made a silent request. "If You want me to go, let me be able to finish whatever I need to do on time, so that I will not be late." Hours after hours passed me by and I thought I would not be able to make it, until Joel messaged me to tell me that dinner starts at 6.15p.m. but program begins at 7.45p.m. Goodness, that's ample time for me, so what excuse did I have to overlook this Will of the Lord? Together with the immense unexplained feeling within me which had been urging me to go, I was certain of what to do.
While at the retreat, my supervisor messaged me just before my cell phone died on me that my shift had been pushed backward to the night one because a colleague of mine's on MC, meaning I could actually stay for the whole thing. God's will again? And whatever that happened after that have already been mentioned before, and that once again had brought me to the conviction that "Hey, indeed, how great and awesome is Daddy God?!"
Then, there was this little episode of the unhappiness, and the fact that I left church only at 3.30p.m. didn't help to sooth any bit of the tensed mood already in place. Regardless, I continually reminded myself that there is indeed nothing to fear since that assurance had been given by none other than our Father, not just once, but 365 times in the Bible. Moreover, my conscience was indeed clear that I've been following His instructions faithfully, so that once again brought peace to my mind. Miracle 1: my bus came as soon as I set foot on the bus stop. Trial 1: the constant stops at various traffic light got on my nerve, but Gracious Father didn't mind that at all. So I reached home on time-barely 4p.m.
While I set off again towards my workplace, I was actually praying hard that my bus would not come then, because there's such a huge possibility that I was so gonna miss it, considering how far the bus stop was from where I was. But as I was about to finish my prayer, a giant red vehicle approached the cross junction, and very much to my dismay, it was bus 34! (Pardon me for the usage of the following word) but really, "damn it" was exactly how I felt then! I had no choice bu to race after the bus as soon as the light turned green, but thank God, the driver saw me and waited. Things were not meant to be, and that was far from over! The shoes gave way after that stretch of run, and the sole of my right-sided shoe came off! Gah! Once again, a still small voice rang within me- "I will never give you something that you're not capable of handling." True enough, I found two rubber bands which I've strapped onto my wrists. They were from the chicken rice we had for lunch. Coincidence? I bet not! What if I haven't stayed for lunch? What if I haven't taken those rubber bands with me (which in the first place, I do not know why I have taken them)? What if I had thrown them away on my way home, which I so often do so? Coincidence? Rather, I have an awesome Daddy God!
Posted by Judah at 12/20/2009 10:03:00 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Belated entry:
Thank you sis for the this branded wallet! Much appreciated^^
Posted by Judah at 12/19/2009 03:48:00 PM
Testimony
Date: 19th December 2009
Weather: Unpredictable, just as how many circumstances always turn out to be
Mood: Taken a roller coaster ride
I mean, what a day it has been. But by saying that, I'm actually meaning so much more. First thing first, how long has it been since I last posted a proper blog entry, or what many would prefer to call it a dairy or journal entry? Frankly, it has been a long long time, and I have every reason to be really guilty about it. I mean, A levels have ended for quite some time already; I've returned from Hong Kong for another "some time" already, and excluding all the time that essentials such as work, sleep, travel, eat etc. take up, I'm probably left with around 5 or 6 hours which I've so effectively wasted away, for the most of the past weeks at least. Yet, with the luxury of such, I was still unable to retrace that kind of diligence which had spurred me on a daily run of entries when I first started out. Everyone ought to agree with this- that if any of us lacks the self-discipline to manage out time properly, however much time may be given to us, and I dare say at least half of those could really be dwindled away (a sentiment which I've modified from James' conviction about our reliance on the Lord for wisdom). (James 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.)
Therefore, I assure all you readers (those who possess the determination to go through every single word each time a long entry has been posted up) that this will be a really long entry! I mean, judging from the lengthy introduction above, how short can it get right?
Anyway, this is the first entry that I ma writing in my workplace before I transfer it over onto my blog when I finally reach home later. And this is also the first time that I'm writing a hand-written one. With that, let's hope that the many novelties would, together, make this entry a quality one that is worthwhile of reading. Let's hope!
So perhaps, I shall begin with some updates on my personal life, which had been more than adequately summarised above already. Apart from work (which involved 8 hours of standing with an hour of long tormenting break in between), the term life literally ends there. Mundane stuff need not any further elaborations, but I'm just so glad that Divine intervention has genuinely made my life mundane no more. They key to this is the conscious efforts to really refine ourselves- be it in terms of attitude or even in terms of character. More often than not, many things that happen around us would usually appeal to us in a way that corresponds to how we'd view it. After all, an email that has been circulated around has had a really great impact, except that when genuine situation occurs, I always have the tendency to give way to undesirable response such as temper or even words. Yet, my recent encounters with a particular verse does appeal to me the same way how many life-changing happenings appeal to others. It's about the detrimental effect of harsh and impatient words and here's how it goes: "My beloved brethren, discern carefully. Let each person be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry." (James 1:19)
I mean, the way God works never fail to marvel me each time I think about it. I mean, who could it be if not for Him, that things just fall nicely into place, each time we turn to Him wholeheartedly. Enough of the "co-incidence" talk, because that is really too much for that mere term to contain. Anyhow, that email which I've mentioned earlier on was about the 911-victims- on how they could have died if not for little things that had held them back- one gentleman was late for work because of a football match telecast the night before; another evaded it because it was the first day of school for his kid; and a more ridiculous one even includes this lady who had a blister on her foot from wearing a brand new pair of heels, henceforth dropping by a pharmacy and avoided a tragedy. Think about it again, when small discomforts or inconvenience get on our nerve . Instead of cursing and swearing, how about adopting this mentality- God wants me to be right here, right now at this moment in time and space.
I'm just so glad I did just that today. Whatever the cause it may be I do not know, but I'm just so glad that I've managed to do that by the Grace of our Gracious Lord! I don't know, but I'm just so glad and happy for a decision that I've just made, yet I'm still stuck at my workplace. Yearning for liberation! I really hope that this entry could at least convey and channel that bit of my happiness to touch many out there. I am really very happy because I've decided and am going to apply for this year's Christmas baptism- what a milestone; what a joy! Until now, only a handful of people have learnt about that decision, and amongst them, Aunty Linda's response was the one which had encouraged me a lot- she literally jumped and prayed for me about it! Perhaps the others were just less expressive, but I do hope that all will give me their blessings. After all, this is my marriage to God, my Creator and Saviour!
To all, I apologise for the lack of focus, and jumping from one to the other, and that is only because so much had happened while I was away from action in blogger. For one, there was this leaders' retreat which I've attended yesterday and I really do believe God's purpose for me to be there has nothing to do with any of the planning. But rather, a very genuine experience and enlightenment which had helped me so much.
Realisation of self - on my servanthood and so much more that could have helped me to improve as both a leader, as well as a servant and a relater.
Ironing out of confusion between the leaders and me, which have let me gain so much insights to their point of view.
Had a really pleasant chat with De Qi which had again broaden my view of things vastly.
Confession to Joel about the need to reestablish the friendship between us- one which ought to help each of us grow spiritually.
Trashing out of things within our hearts- to really move on as brother and sister in Christ (relief)
And amongst all, the relational issues which somewhat clicked with Joshua Harris's "I Kissed Dating Goodbye". I've gotten to confess that while I was rushing to work, I was feeling a little upset because most of what I proposed had been rebuffed when we were in the smaller group, but had been gladly accepted as "very good ideas" when other people brought them up again in the bigger group discussion- an instantaneous feeling of unjust. But think about it now, is it really worth that flare- God has called me there to fulfill my purpose and because of that there was so much satisfaction, so is it worthwhile to compromise that kind of satisfaction with a tinge of meaningless recognition? No! And I've come to terms with that already, so guess what- I am filled with contentment never felt before. Gratefulness!
On a side note, here's a little testimony about myself which could perhaps be a short extention from the joy I had mentioned before:
Initially, I was filled with much uncertainties. People were giving me advice like how the official courts of the ancient time put in their part to sway the King's decisions over issues. Some were persuading me to go, yet I was not the least bit sure if my awkward presence amongst the leaders would be welcomed. I prayed over it, and what Joel said made full sense to me, "I believe you'll contribute ideas, so just forget about the leader's tag." The scripture said,"do not test your God," but the merciful Lord is never angered when we have our genuine need- After all, Joshua Harris's mom did a similar sort of thing.
~to be continued~
Posted by Judah at 12/19/2009 09:50:00 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
17th December is such a day- a day of a vast amount of happenings, so much that I was almost unable to keep my feet in place. Genuine happening in lives could no longer hold a candle to whatever that went through in the mind. Nice and ugly things could plague that 24 hours of a day, but the true torment lie in even that single second of dilemma. But anyhow, perhaps the best explanation could only be that it was not meant to be. Today, I think I've heard one of the best piece of news that I've heard in a long time and am gonna be so for a very long time as well. This news arrived late, which otherwise could have meant a great deal of change in many many things, but anyhow, that's life isn't it? God's will does not bend. Thank you for reciprocating what I've given out 4 years ago, that really meant a lot. It certainly has brought about so much regrets- never had I realised that how badly hurt I had been. But in any case, I've finished Joshua Harris's I Kissed Dating Goodbye, and yes, that's the kind of attitude I hope to adopt. I should not think too much, because all those ought to have been issues of the past. Appreciation, gratitudes, apologies, they all seal those holes, not build new humps. Come on, don't dwell.
On a lighter note, it was also my first time in my life when I felt like a celebrity- a group of 6 or 7 girls came to take photo with me, one by one^^
Posted by Judah at 12/17/2009 10:58:00 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled.
Assertive and outspoken - they are driven to lead. Excellent ability to understand difficult organizational problems and create solid solutions. Intelligent and well-informed, they usually excel at public speaking. They value knowledge and competence and usually have little patience with inefficiency or disorganization.
Careers that could fit you include:
Business executives, CEOs, organization founders, business administrators, managers, entrepreneurs, judges, lawyers, computer consultants, university professors, politicians, credit investigators, labor relations workers, marketing department managers, mortgage bankers, systems analysts, scientists.
Posted by Judah at 12/16/2009 01:07:00 PM
-Realisation-
A day of realisation which affirms my belief even more- obedience to Him and only Him<3
Posted by Judah at 12/16/2009 12:43:00 PM
"My mom has an intolerance for wasted time. I think God has the same intolerance. He has entrusted us with gifts and talents, and He expects us to guard and use them wisely. Will we give Him a return on His investment in us? Even though we don't know the next step regarding romantic relationships, we still have work to do. We have bad habits to get rid of, good habits to develop, and character to build. Let's hustle."
~Joshua Harris~
Posted by Judah at 12/16/2009 12:26:00 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
The Girl's responsibility
Girls, you have an equally important role. Your job is to keep your brothers from being led astray by her charms. Please be aware of how easily your actions and glances can stir up lust in a guy's mind.
You may not realise this, but we guys most commonly struggle with our eyes. I think many girls are innocently unaware of the difficulty a guy has in remaining pure when looking at a girl who is dressed immodestly. Now, I don't want to dictate your wardrobe, but honestly speaking, I would be blessed if girls considered more than fashion when shopping for clothes. Yes, guys are responsible for maintaining self-control, but you can help by refusing to wear clothing designed to attract attention to your body.
I know the world tells you that if you have a nice body, you should show it off. And we men have only helped feed this mentality. But I think you can play part in reversing this trend. A single mom who had recently rededicated her life to Christ told me, "I went through my closet and got rid of anything that might have caused a brother in the Lord stumble. I asked God to forgive me and to help me protect the purity of those around me." Aly from Wisconsin wrote, "I think I'll have to get rid of over half my wardrobe, because much of what I have is too revealing or tempts men to look at me and think impure thoughts."
Are you willing to be that radical? My friend Janelle asks her dad to evaluate every outfit she buys. She wants a godly man's opinion of whether or not it's modest. It's not always easy. There have been many times her dad has asked her to return items. But she doesn't complain- even in the summer, when it seems impossible to find a modest pair of shorts. She wants to honor God.
I know many girls who would look great in shorter skirts or tighter blouses, and they know it. But they choose to dress modestly. They take the responsibility of guarding their brothers' eyes. To these women and others like them, I'm grateful.
"And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds" (Hebrews 10:24). It's time to start seeing other people's purity as our responsibility.
Posted by Judah at 12/15/2009 08:00:00 PM
The Guy's responsibility
Guys, it's time we stood up to defend the honor and righteousness of our sisters. We need to stop acting like hunters trying to catch girls and begin seeing ourselves as warriors standing guard over them.
How do we do this? First we must realise that girls don't struggle with the same temptations we struggle with. We wrestle more with our sex drives, while girls struggle more with their emotions. We can help guard their hearts by being sincere and honest in our communication. We need to swear off flirtatiousness and refuse to play games and lead them on. We have to go out of our way to make sure nothing we say or do stirs up inappropriate feelings or expectations.
A good friend, Matt Canlis, modelled this idea of guarding a girl's purity in his relationship with Julie Clifton, the woman to whom he's now married. Long before they began pursuing marriage, both felt deeply attracted to the other. But during a certain season, God made it clear to Julie that she had to focus on Him and not be distracted by Matt.
Although Matt didn't know this at the time, he made it his priority to guard Julie's heart during this time of waiting, even though he felt personally drawn to her. Matt controlled his desires to flirt with Julie. He passed up opportunities to spend time alone with her, and when they were in group settings he refrained from singling her out and focusing too much attention on her. He avoided doing anything that would make it harder for Julie to focus on serving God.
This season didn't last forever, and eventually Matt and Julie became engaged. I had lunch with both of them a few weeks before their wedding. Julie explained how grateful she felt that Matt had enough maturity to put her needs above his own. By making her emotional and spiritual purity a priority, Matt helped Julie focus her mind and heart on God. If Matt had acted selfishly, he could have distracted Julie from what God wanted to accomplish in and through her life.
What an example of brotherly love! I want to weep when I think of how many times I have neglected my responsibility to guard girls' hearts. Instead of playing the role of a warrior, I played the thief, stealing their focus from God for myself. I'm determined to do better. I want to be the kind of friend to whom girls' future husbands could one day say, "Thank you for standing watch over my wife's heart. Thank you for guarding her purity."
Joshua Harris
(next up: Girls' responsibility!)
Posted by Judah at 12/15/2009 07:29:00 AM
Monday, December 14, 2009
Personality test: (not sure if it's accurate though)
At a Glance
• Does not like too many work demands, prefers to work at own pace.
• Does not strive to complete tasks, prepared to leave work unfinished.Objective, but may appear detached.
• Avoids long-term or close interpersonal relationships.
• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.
• Wants to lead people, has considerable influence over others.
• Orderly, methodical and systematic, takes care to plan in detail.
While at Work
Putting in a lot of effort to meet the demands of work is not Mr Koh's preference. He does not like to rush around doing things and may feel demotivated if work constantly encroaches on his personal life. Although he does not like excessive work demands, Mr Koh may still be prepared to put in extra effort if it is on a short term basis.
Mr Koh is relatively dependable to deliver results on time. He may sometimes be late in meeting deadlines.
Mr Koh initiates plans and ideas easily but may not persist with the tasks until completion. He is prepared to leave tasks unfinished; hence he may prefer short-term assignments as he is more likely to complete these tasks. He may lose interest and focus when working on long term assignments.
Mr Koh is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but he may at times be careless.
Mr Koh is an objective person who is impartial and rational. He speaks factually and often does not involve his own feelings and emotions. He may sometimes be perceived as distant or detached.
Although Mr Koh is usually a sympathetic person, he may at times be selective about being involved in the personal problems of people.
Mr Koh is friendly and outgoing when he is with friends although he may at times prefer to be quiet.
Mr Koh is not one who prefers strong or deep bonds, and avoids close interpersonal relationships. He is reluctant to form attachments, preferring to keep people at a distance. He prefers relationships to remain casual and superficial.
Mr Koh is moderately serious about his responsibilities and selectively takes ownership of his work.
Mr Koh is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.
Mr Koh sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. He is trusting and believes what people say. He tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. He is uncomfortable when he has to wheel and deal.
Courage, vigour and initiative are some of the hallmarks of Mr Koh's character. He wants to lead direct and guide people in a certain direction. Because Mr Koh is confident, forward thinking and visionary, he commands respect and has considerable influence over others. He is able to harness the support of people.
Mr Koh is as keen to explore abstract concepts when the topic appeals to him and he is as interested to discuss theoretical issues as the average person.
Being orderly, methodical and systematic, Mr Koh spends considerable time planning ahead and organizing activities. He ensures that programmes are scheduled properly and takes care to plan in detail. Formulating procedures and policies is his forte.
Mr Koh is generally able to express himself although not to a high degree of eloquence.
Mr Koh is generally able to tolerate some uncertainty although he would be uncomfortable if uncertainty or changes increase.
Posted by Judah at 12/14/2009 06:26:00 AM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Eagles award- a recognition that only says that much about self. I've always been so full of my leadership qualities, but once again, a knock on the head only made me realise that I've so much yet to learn. I mean who doesn't? Anyhow, I'm thankful that it came at the right time, else the Eagles award would have bolstered me out of proportion. An advice for all: be receptive in whatever you do, that's the only way to learn and grow^^
Posted by Judah at 12/12/2009 07:16:00 AM
Friday, December 11, 2009
I'm not going to write a movie review here. I mean, what's the point when half the world's movie-watchers have had already watched the film. Lord of The Ring has gotten to be the best movie ever produced, and many scenes were just so breathtaking- the backdrop, the stories, the scale.
Anyhow, the thing about watching a very good movie is such that it is very controversial. Not that I don't know the stories are fictitious, but that they always have the tendency to meddle with the mind- making us live a life of surreality, for the next few days at least. I'm not sure if anyone else feels the same, but when I enjoy the satisfaction that ran for 9 hours straight (the trilogy by the way), or any prolonged enjoyment, there is always this high likeability of my mind becoming "poisoned"- a literal escapade from the real world. No matter how unfortunate a way the play might proceed in, I never fail to notice the pleasant things in it- something which I more often than not fail to do so in the real life. For instance, the torment that Frodo suffered from carrying the ring, yet the establishment of a genuine brotherhood, and the adventures that entail. Anyone?
I call this the good-film hangover by the way. And that basically means the envy that engulfs the audience so much so that they desire something of the same. Many a times, such things turn out to become tragedies, like that of the imitation of Superman. Assessing that again, it certainly sounds like that the juniors are the ones that are most susceptible to such "assault", but an 18 year old overage me is far from being spared (not to the extremity kind though).
Posted by Judah at 12/11/2009 11:27:00 PM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Koh Judah Tiong Wei is an initiator, and calls for changes! For he does not like most of the things that have already been in place^^
Posted by Judah at 12/09/2009 10:22:00 AM
Goodness gracious! I've stood at the push-cart for over 8 hours! That's super bad on the feet, especially when you're standing in kok-shoes! Gah! My feet feel weird!
On a side note, today I had this feeling of dissatisfaction and a little of regret. When I realised how easily it is to let a customer slip away, purely due to the ignorance of the sales person (really)!
Posted by Judah at 12/09/2009 10:08:00 AM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
It's been 3 days since I've touched down in my homeland. A380 wasn't that fantastic a ride after all, except that when you look out the window, you'd feel that you are a tit bit higher than usual flights.
As usual, the longing to go back to Hong Kong is strong, largely because of all the enjoyment I've had there, but this time round, I'm somehow able to suppress that better. I think it's because the hectic lifestyle, with work taking up almost 10 hours of my day already, together with 8 hours of sleep, and maybe 2 hours of rest, I only have 4 hours to put in things like surfing the net, having my meals and writing Christmas cards! State of emergency! I'm not even 10% done yet! Goodness! I think I'll have to spend that 1 hour break to write Christmas cards as well already!
Yesterday was the first day of work, and that was the first time I've experienced the frustration of a working adult. Having lost my EZ-link card and ATM card certainly posed me a lot of troubles, forcing me to rush from one area to another! Looking at the transport fares (adults's ones) that I'm currently paying- that's a total blood-sucker!
Frustration was worsen by so many more things, but am glad that it got better as the day went by. Regardless, I think I won't be continuing beyond the end of this month, or otherwise, I will only be working M-shifts, at a not so intensive schedule. I don't know, but somehow, I think a student's life is better in the sense that it's more well accommodated and planned for. I'm having so much dilemma now, and yes! On top of that, I haven't really gotten any time for working out! Big troubles! I think I should really do up a time table for me to follow, but again, doing up is one thing, following is another! What more, I really hope that I can give my nephew tution.
*Headache*
Posted by Judah at 12/08/2009 07:46:00 PM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
As I've mentioned earlier, this is the last night I will be spending in Hong Kong, and tomorrow, all of us will be returning to our "mother land" already! Indeed, a good trip, but I really got to apologise once again to all the people whom I've promised gifts, because I will probably bring you guys disappointment. I mean, I didn't even spend much on any things for myself, because I simply love the landscape (nature) and have spent so much time in them. Sorry! But the Christmas cards are going to be good ones! Promise!
Even though we are leaving tomorrow already, today is still a day well-spent, no arguments about that! Amongst all the days, all of us woke up the latest today, and we set off to the hill just opposite our apartment. It was a short trip there, and the discovery of the battery in the midst of the mountain was certainly a bonus for us, because frankly, I wasn't expecting anymore visitation to anymore attractions! Spent a good half day at the beach nearby the fishing village and the three of us killed time bouncing small rocks on the water! Not a bad idea at all!
The highlight of the day, I must say, has gotten to be my sitting in in Tung Chung church's service! Love it totally! It was held in a conference room in Novetel, a hotel beside city gate, the shopping mall. Frankly, I did not expect the church to be that small. According to the speaker's wife, the usual count fluctuates around 30 people, but today barely 10 turned up! The head speaker, Jay Clark, also the guy whom I've been in contact with through emails, was out of town anyway. And that was my first time attending a sermon that was attended by mostly the Caucasians! And it was a really good sermon, I must say! spoke to Matt, the speaker after the service and gave him my email! I hope this brief brotherhood we've formed will not perish with my departure from Hong Kong though!
The remaining bit of the afternoon was spent packing our bags before we had dinner at 8- hot pot and steak, not a bad last meal at all! After which, we had a game or 2 of 1, 2, 3 wooden man, and scissors paper stone in front of the mall! Good work out^^
Good bye Hong Kong~, you know I love you<3
Hello Singapore, I'm coming back! Hello All Saints! I'm coming back! ^^
God bless everyone!
Posted by Judah at 12/06/2009 07:07:00 AM
All right, so this is the last night I am going to spend in Hong Kong, and after that we're probably going to set off for where we all have come from. Time flies, really! Things proceed in an exaggerated pace when days get compressed- winter in the northern atmosphere makes the day shorter (the day's already pitch dark by 6pm!). But in any case, I am just really glad for this trip because of many little things, amongst which that kind of weather is probably gonna be an unforgettable one for me!
Saturday- looked like my sister's family had probably exhausted the attractions to bring me to. I mean, after all, all of them have been to Hong Kong so many times already, so I guess the past few days must have been hard for them, bringing me to places, most of which they probably had grown tired of going to. But anyway, I just want to thank all of them for this trip- really appreciate it!
Therefore, I was allowed a chance to go on an exploration on my own- not exactly my own, since my nephew insisted on tagging along. They have been on close terms with me since a long time ago, but I could only bring one- the 5 year old one, if come along, would surely pose me quite a bit of a problem. Oh well, my elder nephew is a nice guy in general, but he just have his "times" a little too often, and sometimes his attitude just pisses people off. Photos of our trip are up on facebook already, and we surely did have a whale of our own time! Stone slab street, Sun Yat Tseng Museum, Mid levels escalator etc. Good experience indeed- getting lost in a foreign land. Meeting a pair of fellow Singaporean couple is definitely a bonus, so to say.
As usual, I got pushed a little too far, and spent at least 5/6 of the trip back lecturing my nephew on the train. Goodness, that was a good 40 minutes nagging straight! I really hope he would heed those words that I've told me before- I mean he certainly do understand, but he doesn't keep them in mind. Darren C, do change, really...
Posted by Judah at 12/06/2009 06:51:00 AM
Friday, December 4, 2009
3rd day of Hong Kong trip 2009, 4th day technically. I am so exhausted now that I don't even know how the day had begun- except that perhaps we had some noodles for breakfast. It's officially my first day "stepping into an urban area". Hong Kong streets have some sort of their own style in the layout and setting which give it a tinge of the night market feel we have back in Singapore. But in any case, the places were really huge, and like usual, we spent the entire day doing basically that- walk and walk and walk. Garden street, Mongkot, Sim Sha Zuei, Prince Edward. I don't know if that have been a little too much for my exhausted legs from yesterday's hike, but thank God I didn't experience the muscle ache which had plagued gor gor the first thing in the morning. Anyhow, I did not buy much things except for a few tops, and one for my sis in Singapore.
Throughout the entire day, I think I enjoyed the lunch the most! It was my first time dinning in an alley behind the street- the typical Hong Kong road side style! Love the experience, and the food was really good! One of its many signature cuisine- the shao la- roast pork and duck rice! Yum yum! Photos up in fb again^^
Posted by Judah at 12/04/2009 05:14:00 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Third day (3rd December)
Today, I slept in slightly later, so no Christmas cards yet! But I helped out with the preparation of breakfast, which I really enjoyed- frying pratas and chicken cutlets! Today's event was marked by a trip to Da Yu Shan between me and Gor gor!
We took this special cable car, which cost twice the price of the usual ticket due to a special feature- a transparent ground to allow us to see beneath us- and thus the name crystal cable car! But soon we regretted it! Not because the ride was not worth it (thought it's really a little expensive for a twenty minutes ride), but we probably did not need a return ticket at all, which could have saved us at least 30 bucks singapore dollars.
The ride was pretty much for sightseeing, and yeap, I saw everything from every direction, and the summit gave me an unexplainable kind of feeling that felt like I've returned to a village, taking out the commercialised part where the souvenir stores were. The steps to the Buddha contributed to a long flight, which was soon to be overshadows by what we were going to achieve soon later. Breeze at the foot of the Buddha was really comfortable, and the view was tremendous too! Gor spotted this little trek nearby and we set off towards that, thinking that we would come back for the snack that the entrance tickets were supposed to entitle us to. So off we went, and it's difficult to locate our bearings at that kind of level, so we merely trial and error, with one instance where we went into this place and got chased by a horde of dogs! Aggressive dogs, and noisy dogs, but fortunately not persistent or biting dogs. We immediately turned and walked away, pretending nothing had happened, and I could literally feel 3 or 4 dogs barking right behind my feet! Scary experience, but definitely a memorable one!
So we made our way to another path, and embarked on another route that was hidden behind another private temple. It was before long when we found a route that was going to lead us to a journey of no return. Initial target was to reach the peak of a nearby mountain to get a decent view, but on and on we went to a point we were just below the cable car soon later! So a conversation took place about whether we should go back, and both of us gave way to the idea of trekking back to the main land- easily 4 or 5 km up and down layers and layers of mountain bed! Cool stuff!
We encountered this non-english caucasian who was bathing himself in an abrupt stream right in the middle of nowhere and presented him with our snacking coupons, and in exchange he gave us a wrong advice which would lead us onto a detour to a wrong route- matter of a typical communication break down. An intended round about a mountain's rise and fall led us to a huge diversion which forced to make a big U-turn, but that was not in vain, because we got some of our best photos there! ^^
And on and on we went, setting little targets by little targets to reach certain check point within some limits of time. Cool stuff! We did stupid things to kill time- like pretending to be a fallen body and lie down on the track to attract attention from the passing by cable cars, sending emails on the cliff, waving to passing by cable cars, pretending that we were going to die, shouting "mommy, I wanna go home" to distract us from the aches! Fun! I mean, we had started out unprepared, with just barely 200 millimeters of water to last the BOTH of us through the ENTIRE JOURNEY! Definitely a big achievement! This was the most fun thing after I've gotten to Hong Kong, confirmed!
Dinner was at some restaurant which serves pretty good steak! Yum yum^^
Tomorrow onwards, we're gonna probably be entering civilisation more often- so it's shopping time! Confession: I haven't gotten anything yet, except entrance tickets and transport tickets to one place after another, so people who are expecting presents, please don't carry too much hope=P
Until then, see you guys soon! photos uploaded on face book^^
Posted by Judah at 12/03/2009 09:00:00 AM
Not only did I take a genuine roller coaster ride yesterday, that applied to my mood as well, metamorphically!
It started out with me waking up super early in the morning despite all the tiredness -6 plus in the morning and the sun's already out! That's what you get in a seasonal country! So I embarked on a second piece of Christmas card, which I never moved on ever since- yes, it's another long one! And those two who're gonna receive them later, do be glad and appreciative all right?! I put in a lot of effort writing them, which kind of explains partially my extremely slow pace.
So the day was intended to be the most fun one, since the climax was brought forward- we were going to Ocean Park! Country pumpkin like me, who have never been to Ocean Park were expected to be crazy over that idea, but people who have come here so often might not have shared the same view, so that kind of excitement was absent all around me, which killed the mood, somehow. I chased that perception away almost instantaneously to keep me on track, and I think I did half fun! Cable car up to the highland was a long but enjoyable one, because we had it all to ourselves. Dolphin show was much more impressive than any of Singapore's Sentosa, Zoo or Bird Park added together!
First ride of the day was Abyss (vertical drop), and I managed to coax my little nephew to take it with me! Made a new friend, whom I don't even know the name, while taking the ride. 10 seconds were all it took before we were dropped without warning from 8 storeys. The coolest part is that all happened without the foot touch! How's that! Cool stuff huh?! Frankly, after that ride, everything else was really nothing. In fact, I don't know how it got into me, but I simply lost my fear for literally all the other rides! The eagle ride was approached with me ending up chatting with my little nephews at high levels, the flying swing became plain rides of enjoying the breezes. I wouldn't say it's not fun, but the absence of those thrills really remove much of the purpose of those rides. So we took the Abyss not once, but twice to make up for that at the minimum level. The only disappointment could perhaps be the fact that the huge roller coaster was under maintenance, which the mine train more than make up for already! So, it's a trip well worth, because we stayed there from around 10 until it's closure at 6 in the evening! Long huh!? Oh, the trip there ended on a pleasant note with me taking a ride on the merry go round. Romantic stuff! Really hope a love one has had been there with me, but oh well.
So here comes the roller coaster mood when we got back! I lost my wallet! I mean how unlucky can I get?! First trip in quite a while, and it was only the second day that I already lost my wallet?! 200 over Hong Kong dollars, my Ez-link card, octopus card and house key! Seriously! But come to think about it, I had wanted to bring my I.D. card, but mom refused, else that would have been so much more hassle, wouldn't it?! Thank God for that man! ^^
Posted by Judah at 12/03/2009 08:40:00 AM
For some reason, I am feeling extremely tired/beaten here in Hong Kong, and that is not a good thing at all. I couldn't revert to my nocturnal mood, and tiredness that has been taking its toll on me is depriving me of some much required time for enjoyment. It must have been the packed schedule, together with the good weather that has been causing all these.
Anyhow, this is my first trip since a very long time ago, and on top of it, it was my first time on a flight alone. Apart from much excitement and nervousness, all that I remember now is that I was very fearful then0 the fear of embarrassment and mistakes. But now that I'm in Hong Kong already, frankly, I really like that experience- novelty, and much of achievement- a feat of a lifetime.
Day 1 (1st November)
It was the day of my flight. The day prior to that has been devoted to much unease- worries about not bringing this or that. My mom and I even went to Guardian to get me a lip balm, during which my mom taught me some cantonese dialogue which I find very interesting and hilarious even until now. That day was approached with a lot of anticipation. On the day of flight, my brother got up early to fetch me to the Airport. I did not want to trouble him initially. For that, I've even flared up against my mom for going beyond her boundaries- why did she ask gor to send me?! But that's how most parents, being incapable of show their love for their kids, express their concern huh? Thank you mom, and sorry about that. Sometimes, I really do hope my mom is like those others who are not only IT-savvy, but also keen to find out about their children through their blogs. Some kids locked up their blogs to protect their privacy, but mine's opened up for all to read, except that I lack the audience whom this blog has been intended for.
Well, like I said, the first time boarding a flight on my own was filled with much excitement- I went to the Airport early in the morning and read my book for almost 1 hour in the transit area. During little checkpoints, there were of course some interesting happenings such as me failing to notice the biometric scan at the gate area. But God was with me, and each time, He was bound to deliver help to be on my way. For that, thank Him for my safe flight, really thankful. On the flight, I was seated right at the back, with this other caucasian lady, who didn't look that friendly at all, so I fiddled around with my books and the in-flight entertainment system- I watched Half-blood Prince, but didn't manage to finish it due to the numerous pauses to make way for the announcements. But really, I think I'm enjoying flying more and more as I grow older. Air Steward, anybody?
According to Joel, Hong Kong Airport is the second best airport just behind Singapore's. Having been used to the "best", I didn't like the setting of the airport at first glance, but was deeply impressed by their service- in terms of both attitudes and their smiles. Singapore's way inferior in this aspect I feel! So I got lost in the area, and went one round around the area looking for the bus terminal and ended up at the same spot where I left from, and so I realised my mobile service did not activate auto-roaming, and so I couldn't communicate with the people effectively.
But all these aside, thanks my wits to use the public phone, and thanks to the friendly Hong Kongers, I was led to the bus stop by some passionate cleaners and information provider, thank you so much.
I really like the bus service in Hong Kong. Their announcements which repeat three times in three different languages, were really something Singapore should adopt. My first time experiencing extensive cantonese conversation; my first time experiencing 17 degree celsius under the bright sun, all those are just some of the factors which caught me off guarded. I like them a lot a lot.
By the time I arrived safely at their place, it's free and easy until 3 where all of us set off to the harbour area! Not bad at all! The sea breeze was really breathtaking! Enjoyment! And they dedicate much of the entire walkway to collect palm prints of famous people like Andy Lau and Jacky Chan! HAHA! Cool stuff huh^^The museum, and we were just in time to miss the opening ceremony of the Easy Asian Olympic Game opening ceremony which is on the 5th December! We saw some TVB caravans and many rehearsing groups though! Softee of Hong Kong was delicious too, especially when you have it in such a cool environment! Oh! Me and my nephew even made commentary for this advertisement that was playing on this huge plasma television at the top of some really unfitting old buildings! Stupid things once in a while are still fun!
Night was spent at the temple street. It's a little like the over price night market of Singapore, and according to them, those were considered few people. So I'm just grateful for that as well. Dinner was settled at some street stalls which give prices that are quite intimidating for foreigners like me! One plate of fried rice cost 45 HK dollars- how's that?! Perhaps I really did need quite a bit of time to get myself adjusted to the conversion rate.
That day was marked an end with the writing of my first Christmas card for a friend. Cool stuff! I wrote really long, and I hope that continues! 18th Christmas is a milestone for me too! ^^
~I love Hong Kong~
=Love
At a Glance