Yet another sleepless night. It's already 423 in the morning and I've only JUST managed to complete my homework. A year's worth of content was required of us to fully re-visit in a span of one week, and on top of it was many more homework assigned to us by our tutors. It's amazing to see so many of the graduates coming out, claiming that they have enjoyed JC life, because at the moment I'm finding it very much an impossible task. I mean school would of course be enjoyable if not for the never-ending pile of homework. But their presence was essential. At least that was very much the case in our local context, where meritocracy is practised (Singapore's education system). Although very much a time, people wonder what merit does this refer to- the good results that never fail to produce book-smarties?
Alright, enough of my ranting. Today's supposedly a Sunday, though the hour and minute hands of my clock have both passed 12 long ago. So there ought to be service today- something which I would definitely enjoy much much more than going to school. At least, service means peace, calm, enlightenment and many refreshing thoughts. But at current phase, I've to prioritise. Though the bible teaches us not to put anything above Him. I know that, but it's difficult to execute. I mean not all people agree with that. It's not as if our dear tutors would accept that as an excuse- I mean, "I did not have time for schoolwork because I had my commitments in church." Come on. Thus, despite me making the immense effort to complete my second day's masterlife so that I could keep up with the amount that Faith had prepared for TODAY, my head/mind began to give way as the sun arose. At 6 my mind was already a complete blank, and by 8 when both Joel and Faith gave me morning calls, I was already not aware of the happenings. As a result, I didn't go to church today. I wanted to go very much though, but tiredness overcame me. I'm apologetic, maybe a bit to my fellow friends, but more to myself. Sigh. I shall go to Joel's house to stay over the coming Saturday!
At night when I finally started work, I realised at the same time the piling up heap of homework that I've accumulated. Blame it on my lack of time management? But when one assignment could take up to like say 2 hours of a day, and there were 5 or 6 of them in total, does time management really matter that much. Not to forget, a year's worth of content, not for one subject, but 3 major science, brain draining ones. The fact that geography was still pretty much untouched meant only greater stress.
I guess today's sleep's already pretty much forsaken. I shall turn in for a while- maybe 30 minutes, and then go to school, do some comm stuffs(I've got something to discuss with Theen), maybe take some naps, and come back home, rush through geography assignments, and blah! Bed, I can only come to you then=(. A long school day awaits. 440 faster come!