Today is Monday, finally returned to school for normal period. I woke up shacked in the morning, and went into HC room almost straight away. Took a one hour nap on the bench in one corner before proceeding to the assembly ground for normal assembly. It's been sometime since normal lessons, and I've almost forgot that first period of the day is a free period. So all the people who don't take economics sat at one table and practically slacked. I tried to read the bible, but my concentration span was disrupted.
Had many lectures and tutorials afterwards, and collected back the exam scripts for numerous subjects, namely mathematics, physics, chemistry, which got me 50, 72.5, and 48.5 respectively. Hm. If it's back in secondary school, I would probably be swearing and feeling super discontented. But for JC lives, I'm kind of happy with that, maybe not so much for math. I was expecting higher. When I got back my chemistry, I was faced with a big struggle. I realised as man grows older, one would desire for more. My paper was written that I had 50.5 mark, one of the better ones in class. So I was kind of happy, especially when the paper was one which I had zero confidence at first, but when I did the calculation, I realised I was awarded 2 extra points. In the past, I would not have faced with this kind of struggle. But now I wanted to keep that 2 unintentioned marks. The desire was stronger when that 2 marks matters between 40+ and 50+. But God is good. He put in me the courage to overcome that temptation. Praise the Lord! =)
After that I went home and did my I&R, which apparently many other schools have not yet started. TJC's kind of rushing many things. Stressed, but God is there for me. Tomorrow's Faith last paper. I pray that, Father, You will give her the wisdom and energy so that she will be alert and interprete all the questions correctly. In Jesus name, Amen. All the best, Faith=)