So today I only woke up at noon. This few day I've been taking very good care of Destiny, like help her cover blanket and give her the she-sew-pillow. Haha, I'm learning to treasure things more nowadays. Bao Hui told me about her friend's friend who is 2 years senior than us died in a pilot training somewhere, and I ended up smiling to myself. Haha. Not that I'm saddist, but that thought crossed my mind many times before. What if I step out of the road and get knock down by a car. That was a very lasted thoughts from long ago, but I got the answer recently. If I am to die now, people will surely cry for me because they care for me. Then soon, my Christian friends will feel happy for me, because I've gone to join my Father in the perfect world. Then my family might become more open to Christianity, and accept it one day. And most important of all, I know I will die loving someone. And because I died, it becomes an eternal love, that never ends. So I know I will watch over her, even if she marries another man, I know I will still watch over her. Then I know I will die smiling, because she liked my smile. So I will smile more. <3 

This afternoon, went out with mom and sis, and spent a lot of money. Hm... Bought the cartridges for printer, so I'm really gonna save up already. 

Been chionging Mega House proposal half the day, and the compilation of the first draft is finally completed! Haiz. More work to chiong now! Be happy, because tomorrow is Sunday! Haha. And I promised to smile more^^