But I just pray that the wonderful God who is always with us will support and provide me and my family with His unbounded strength to help us through this period of immense difficulty. I pray that as I dwell in Him more, He will see to all our needs as my dad has just lost his job, making it even harder for my family to cope financially. Hencefore, I pray that Heavenly Father, You will grant us the wisdom to better manage our resource. Father Lord, I just want to thank You for putting those many supportive brothers and sisters in Christ in my life. I wanna thank You for having placed them around me even at such periods of difficulties. I thank you for Roy and Mat who so willingly gave me so many words of encouragement which I believe is what You want to tell me.

Apart from that, I wanna pray for more wisdom as You help me to fulfill my potential. For what the encounter with my primary school teacher at Tampines One has dealt a hard blow onto my level of confidence. My math tutor said, "confident is a good thing, but for A levels confidence alone is not enough." Indeed, it was speaking so true to my ears. In fact, the disappointment I had of myself was an engulfing one. "Tiong wei, how are you coping?" "Okay lah." "Are you still topping?" *silence plus a subtle shake of the head*. I mean I'm even having problems passing the subjects now, needless to say topping it. Oh Lord, thank You for the wake up call that has come so promptly as I've prayed for it. For now, I just pray that You will grant me with the determination to sustain the drive. And Father Lord, I pray that at the end of the journey I will be getting what the amount of efforts I've put in deserves. For that, I know everything is possible by You and through You. Hencefore, as I continue my walk with You, as I continu to grow in my faith in You, please continue to guide me. May all these be of Your plan and not my will. In Jesus name I pray, amen...