Frankly, it should never have been that bad, if not for all the competitive streak that plagues almost the entire community of the nation. JC life is made so hard, for the sole attempt to not lose out since all the others are trying so hard. Henceforth, having come thus far, apart from that jubiliance, which even that I might have much difficulty sustaining, dillema is what that entails. Habitual panic has its own deprivation as well I guess. Meanwhile, tomorrow's gonna be my first paper of this final nightmarish school-based examinations. Ironically, some JCs are already nearing their last. I just hope that at least for once, I would be able to get some decent results for JC. All the best to all!

Sentiments these days have been thrown into a rough turmoil. There were times when I reminisce about the past; there were times when I think about the future; there were times I thought I like the present; there were times I took an escapade to the fantasy. Perhaps that has always been the way how human mind works, but worldly commitments hid it well. In any case, God's been kind to me. Despite so little discipline I've so guiltily pinned myself onto, I've still managed to finish what I've intended. What lies ahead remains and unknown until it's explored. Way to go!

On a side note, Cimorelli rocks! =)