Today's another such gloomy day, and men never seem to learn. Myself, at least, was constantly plagued by such- the experience of come and go; the struggle through the gaining and losing. It all began a week ago where the boot camp made its miracles by bringing 11 people from different wakes of lives together to form an awesome group of servers called the serverknights! We cheered, we played, we joked and we had lots of fun! Never never? Ask me again- and I will say play "ever ever instead." I've ever been to an awesome program call Serve 2010 and met an awesome group of friends whom I really love so much! It might have been easier if we had split ways right after the camp, but the subsequent few days of lessons planted the roots that stretch so deep ever since. Today's the final day, and perhaps some of us have not felt the pain yet, but as I visited Van Van's blog and played her song- it just dawned upon me how much I'm gonna miss the presence of those 3. Even if they might have been the quieter ones, the ones whom I might not have quite noticed, the ones whom I've talked to so rarely, it's gonna be a hard fact to swallow. Simply because of one thing- a common memory that has been shared.

Now I'm feeling the fear- a fear of what might happen in slightly more than a month's time. Barely one week, and I'm already experiencing that kind of pain, and how about a month later?

I'm just so thankful for Van van, the one whom all of us had been so comfortable with. You're an awesome character, and we really got to keep in touch all right! I love your singing! Really!

The next closest got to be Markus and Esther. Goodness! A month later, please do stop me from crying all right?

All the rest, thank you so much for being part of this group! I really enjoy your company. Despite my awkward age in the group, you guys have treated me really well, and allow me to integrate in really finely! Thank you guys! That family tree which stood, shall always be there! Love you guys!!! A lot a lot!

The family tree that has yet to be drawn! <3