Hm... To people whom cared and worried for me, I would like to apologise and at the same time express my greatest gratitude to you all. It was seriously very well-appreciated. Especially to my best pals, Joel and Baohui. f.f shall live forever. You guys really rocks. All the physcal company and mental support. Thanks a lot, deeply from my heart.Yesterday I went to Joel's house to study, and decided to stay over. Perhaps I should have guessed it. After all the confidance I gave them the previous night, that must have worried them stiff. The next morning, not exactly morning. It was already 11 when Joel called. He invited me over to his house to study. A bit surprised since I thought his mom would need to rest. I gladly accepted the invitation because I really wanted to get out of the lonesome, to the warmth of my friends' presence. So I left early and reached Joel house at 11.30 a.m. I felt really bad then, was in the deepest grievance in my life. Didn't really talk, even when Aunty Grace talked to me, I also merely manage to entertain with a smile. Sorry for all the silence, yea? I was feeling the worst of my life. A while later baobao came. And we mugged all the way, until around 2 in the afternoon when they decided to go for lunch. We walked a short distance before reaching the foodcourt. I saw many nice food and my stomach was already growling even before we went down. I bet baobao heard the rumbling in my stomach too bah. But at the foodcourt, despite the hunger I refused to eat. My mouth didn't feel like eating. My guess? I think because the sorrow in my heart was so great that I just wanted to find some other greater pain in order to numb it? That's how hot water works for spiciness isn't it? So I just skipped my lunch, and gastric really set in. A piece of advice, torturing yourself doesn't help at such time, because when the sorrow is so great, the pain in your stomach is really negligible. In fact, I didn't even suffer from the gastric. Hence, until evening when I had my dinner, my only energy source was a cup of bubble tea. In the afternoon, my friends' company somehow managed to get me out of all the negative thoughts. Baobao and me decided to spend the night over at Joel's house. She said I became not as moody when Joel's granny came, though I didn't notice that myself. After that, me and baobao went home to have our dinner and bathe and collect our stuffs. Despite not eating for the whole day, I almost puked when I had my dinner. The sorrow was really affecting me a lot I guess. Struggling, I transferred some files to my laptop and set off to meet baobao before heading back to Joel's house together. I waited for half an hour! Back in the house, Joel told us that his sister had gone to the aunty's house for the night. Sorry if we had disturbed your family, yea? So, the entire night, baobao studied a lot, Joel studied a bit, and I was pretty dazed. All the way until 2 in the morning. Baobao and me had wanted to stay up through the night, but to no avail. At 2, I felt a little hungry and the 3 of us cooked together for the first time. Actually I only ate, they did the cooking. The instant noodles were really bland, but it tasted better after getting use to the taste. Besides that, we also had some Siewmai and the two of them shared a big bun. Chatted a bit and managed to find out that the two pigs like to eat basically everything. My turn to call you all pigs.After that I watched Euro France vs Italy with Joel but Jel fell at half match. Baobao played minesweeper while we watched. But when I got back into the room to wake Joel, he's already asleep. I woke him up and he came to the living room and slept on the couch. When we came out, baobao was too sleeping on the other couch with her notes all over her head. I decided to play a little of football manager, all the way until around 6 when Aunty Grace woke up and offered to make me a hot drink, which I declined politely=) After that I went to sleep on the third and last couch in the living room, but decided to sleep on the floor because it was so hot.