So until today's afternoon, I've survived through a night and a day without my handset by my side. I felt really uncomfortable, because frankly I haven't parted with my handphone more than a few hours ever since I owned one. But yesterday, perhaps in their rush or perhaps negligence, Theen Yew took my phone home, and I was PISSED! At night, I had a very bad tummy ache. I think I'm infected by the scholars' hostel virus. Felt really bad. Last night, I slept at 5 in the morning. This morning, Joel called at 0750 to wake me up. It was really a struggle. On one side was the temptation to sleep, the other was the guilt for not going for so long, and of course the unpleasant feeling for missing out so much. But I remembered Joel told me that laziness can be controlled, and I got the tendency to link temptation to devil's talk. Devil's preventing me to go for something which is bound to benefit me. Like what many seniors said about me, they though I was egoistic. Frankly, I am=). So how could I lose to devil, how could I ever give in. I'm not that weak, am I? Thus, I picked myself up and bathed, took cyclops with the bible Joel and family got me, and left the house. Another defact of a handphone-less me was that I lost track of time mostly, if not entirely. And the constant fear was that I thought I was late all the time, but I reached them 10 minutes early, panting.Service was fun. I read up a little of the Genesis book on the bus, quite interesting. Today we sang again, and we talked about the controversies of Christianity and the destiny after death? Like even a non-christains can go to heaven if he/she perform the deeds that are intended by the sovereign one. These kind of things, very interesting. I like the songs a lot!Today I didn't go for youth though. I was really tired due to the deprivation of sleep. It's coming back again, the lack. Thus, I went home first. Slacked a little, and left for project work meeting. We were supposed to meet at Paya Lebar. I didn't like that place very much because it's just so unfair to us. To compromise to one member who doesn't really do things, all the other four have to go to her house area. It's really unfair isn't it? Didn't mean to rant arh, but ever sincew she pit herself against me during the last meeting, I was already very offended. I mean it's really obvious. I chose the role first and after like 5 seconds she said she wanted to take that role then I told her I said I want it and she pretended as if she didn't hear and wrote her name down. That was like obvious, wasn't it? Offended badly , but shall learn to forgive and forget. I wonder if mercy is my gift=)That's basically it for today bah. Nothing much else...