Yesterday I spent another day at Joel's house. Somehow, I manage to sort it out already. Situations are changing for the better?
In the morning, Joel came over to my house to supposedly wake me up, though I've already woken up by then. I looked in the mirror in the morning and was shocked to see me in such a vad state. My lips were as pale as my skin. That's really bad. When I went down with Joel, he told me that he bought me breakfast, and I guess that made up 90% of the conversation we had on our way there. It was a quiet journey. I was still very sad. At bao's house, Joel gave me one of the puffs which he got for free from the purchase he did for the other puff. I did not have any appetite. In fact, ever since then, I haven't been eating very well. Thus, the morning was kind of dazed, until bao featured a movie for us to watch- I'm Legend, by Will smith. It's really nice! Ranked 3rd in my movie ranking:
1st: Accuracy of Death (memories)
2nd: The day after tomorrow
3rd I'm Legend
4th. Lord of The Ring
Shall not elaborate much on the details, except that Joel said that his heart was racing as the movie progressed. I felt it wasn't that bad though=P Sandi got small gall=P. After that, I tried to study a little but couldn't really focus. All the way until evening when Joel has to leave for Service, we stayed at bao's house, had dinner there. At 7, when we finally bid farewell, I went to have a haircut before the school reopens. I wouldn't want someone to come after me at the first day of school. Gosh, that's such an omen, isn't it?
Something interesting happened at the salon. As always, I was perspiring non-stop, when I reached the salon. Went in, said m request, and was arranged to sit at the seat at the far end/corner of that place, the most isolated from ventilation, which made me sweat even more -_-". So when the cutting begun, I felt really bad that the guy has to wiped my sweat for me (unintentionally of course, like just swipe past?) when he cut my hair. So guilt creeped in me, to a point that I decided that, "heys, it's enough!" So I asked him to halt for a while, while I wiped my sweat. At first, he looked a bit stunned, and was followed by some bemusement. I'm an interesting customer!=) Then got this short conversation with him until when the haircut finally stopped not long later. Set home after that, and went to use the desktop becaus sister was using laptop. Forgot what I did online though. I think I posted in the other blog?
At 11.30 when Joel's cell finally ended, he came over to fetch me to his house for a stay-over. I love staying over at his house, bao's house also not bad=). He called me only like 10 minutes before reaching, and made me rush like nobody's business. When I finally got myself all ready, and his call still hasn't come, I thought I still had time. Nevertheless, I still jogged a little, with that two huge bulky bags, one on each side. Finally, when I was at the traffic light, about to cross, I decided to call him, he said that his godpa's car has already reached the bus stop on the other side. My reaction? What the!!! So this time, I really sprinted all the way there. And on the car, I panted all the way until we reached Joel's house. I should start exercising already.
At night, we played the computer all the way until 2.30. Didn't study at all=P We are bad=P
Last night, I got some assurance too, which made my day so much. This might not be the ending, but rather, a start of an improved phase. I'm really gonna work hard for the best and attain unconditioned love, the greatest love on earth. Just a bit more assurance, and I'm there to devote myself=). I will walk with you more, in every wake of my life=)