Blessed child's dairy

Today's Tuesday, supposedly slightly mroe hectic than mondays, but instead, our PW lesson was cancelled, leaving us, non-KI students with 3 periods worth of break.

Sunday's sleepless night has left me really weak. Last night I slept at 12, so that didn't help me recuperate any bits of sleep that I was very much deprived of. So today I woke up with swollen eyes, which many people deemed them to be smaller than the originally already very small sockets. Fact is I was having difficulty opening them.

Many people thought that there would not be any PE today since they said it was the last before the school term closed. So who would have guess that they were referring to the last for that particular term, which was like, duh! Who would go back to school during the holidays for PE. Of course it would be the last. Thus, many people didn't bring their full attire for PE. But some of the teachers were lenient enough to let those off. According to the guy, it was said that since promos are coming, they want us to exercise to keep fit, and these would only be light exercises. For a moment I actually believed that, only to realise I was wrong much later, very wrong.

Normal PE includes running lapses around the school, and the so-called light PE involved us to run two rounds, with supplementaries of many push-ups and dips. The fact that I didn't have enough sleep didn't help at all, that soon I was feeling the drowsiness, and I very much wanted to puke. For a while I thought the asthma is relapsing again. I mean really, I could feel the pant and the choke, which gave me that gut feeling. It's bad. Looks like I really have to train up more. After all asthma experiences taught me not to meddle with them unnecessarily. So panting, I walked back to the HC room to chat with Mat and Theen, while adjusting the pace of breathing. It's just such hassle when asthma is involved. Breathe in, breathe out.... Even basic inhaling and exhaling needed special attention. Such attention seeker!

I slept for the first of the 3 periods break, then went for lunch with Jaren, Phay, and Meiyi. Been so long since I ate outside- the last time was before the holidays if I'm not wrong. So it felt good, I suppose., like eating with friends and blah.

Math period was usual, with many people forever fighting to volunteer, while I remain the proactive me that I usually am, at least in class. Despite class participation marks and stuffs like that, I just feel that it really defeats the purpose if people are doing this solely for that. I mean, really unless it's the same kind of passion that our tutors share for that particular subject or there really is some problem that one encounters, doing it for that 10% is just not right. That's what I thought.

After school, I took a bus home, and overshot my stop by one stop. That just show how tired I've become. Original plan was to sleep immediately once I get home. But something prevented me. Was it the laptop- that game, or was it just my inability to resist temptation withtin myself? In Christianity, devils create temptations in order to distract and divert us away from the Teachings. Hm. Come to think of it, games took up some of my precious time, maybe not a lot, but with that, my work was pushed back, and my quiet time with Him was compromised. I hadn't made progress for my masterlife. I miss Him!

Some updates on school life (thought "Be Yourself day" has been quite some time away). Enjoy:

Be ourselves day- pw group photo

Thangam's present (happy teacher's day!)

Good luck for A levels! The bears for Sports=)

Mine was the one with the smallest eyes-_-"

That's all for today.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Posted by Judah at 9/09/2008 11:06:00 AM