Saturday, May 9, 2009
I'm quite happy currently. Not something that significant as it is just yet, but something that's gonna affect me a lot for the remaining one year, and very likely, the subsequent time that follows. After having downloaded FM09 demo pack, I've been hooked to it like literally. Today's a Saturday, and apart from some extraordinaries, been spending quite a bit of time on that game. Just a couple of hours ago, I came to a standstill in the game, which I have zero intention to explore why. Though I'm pretty sure the demo pack only allows its player to go as far as half a season, nothing beyond. So that should be the reason why I could not proceed on with the match with Arsenal after just one try. Haha. Like I said, I'm happy I couldn't continue, so I shan't try to uncover what might seem to be a potential fault. Finally, after so many days of sluggishness, it's work time. Shan't feel bad about being unproductive anymore! Jiayou Judah!
Turned in pretty late the previous night, so I kind of had a bit of problem waking up. Luckily Kaizen called me at 740, because somehow I happened to miss all the 3 alarms and the 30 snoozes before that, else I would not have turned up in time for my date with the 16th House Committee. Jog to that place and I was the first to reach, just as I was so scared I would be the last. Evenutally everyone turned up slowly one by one, all except for 3 were late. -_- Anyway, all this thing about the 16th HC outing was really cool, largely because it's the very first outing we had after that one year I think. So today was our picnic at this inhabitable place=P Haha. An experience indeed, and I enjoyed the fun and the company! Haha, frankly I've been thinking: "if ever one day I am to become some facilitator of some outdoor thingy, I will be the last one to be surprised." Haha, I mean it's not the first time, not that I like the attention, not that I want to show anything to anyone, and neither was it that I wanna impress anyone. But whenever there's activities of this kind, I always instinctively go to the front. Like second nature kind of thing? Let the pictures do the talking=)
Came home in the noon, and chatted with my nephew. Yes, he came again. And I sent him some Lord of the Ring music. Talking about sending music, I had a good chat time Fang Xiong in the earlier part of the day. Been some time since I last had a proper chat with him, about Falun gong, about Chinese dialects and even about China's drama production- 3 kingdoms, Shui Hu Zhuang, Huang Zhu Ge Ge. Yes, HZGG again, Hanle, did you see this?=)
Dozed off and came online late at night. Chatted with many people, handling over 10 conversations at some instants. Haha, I'm not too bad at juggling these huh? None waited very long for my reply. Chatted with Charlene the longest, and gave her some nice nice christian songs=) Haha, quite enjoyable.
Someone confessed to me online. Been quite sometime too since I last had a blatant one. Hm, didn't quite know what to do, not quite sure how to react, and super unsure how I feel. Haha. All of a sudden, I thought it's too early to be in a relationship (though I had 2 before), all of a sudden I felt so unprepared for everything. The previous relationship was a huge chunk of obstruction like all the time, Yes, been a year, but still haven't gotten out much from that relationship. So like how it used to be, it would be so unfair if I ever say yes, with her shadow still strongly attached. What more, not knowing how I felt meant that it didn't cross my mind before meant that.... a "no" is a more appropriate answer? Sorry.
To the index finger which reside on my small palm: "get well soon. I know the cut's deep, but do get well soon" =)
love,
the landlord of that palm=)
Posted by Judah at 5/09/2009 07:36:00 AM