Today's incident has got to be one of the best testimonies in my short span of Christian life. Lesson learnt: continue to trust in Him because He's ever so real.

Mathematics paper 1 is one paper which most of the J2s have labelled as a must-do-well since past year's paper and other practices have somehow managed to convince us almost entirely that it's one of the easiest paper in A levels. I was no exception. And it is precisely because of that kind of mentality that many of us were dealt the hard blows after slogging 3 hours away in the examination hall.

Have the questions been too hard? I don't think so. Perhaps a little tricky and very weird, but it's definitely doable. Try reminiscing, and we might realise that those are exactly the kind of questions that we faced in primary school- thinking out of the box is the only way to go about doing well. Yet, many people suffered terribly. For that, I've already feedback to my subject tutor about how those questions were designed to kill (once we fell at the first part of the questions, the subsequent parts would not be doable as well- error carried forward? That's way beyond the premise of this paper!).

Nevertheless, I'd just want to thank my Father so so much! I could have ended up like one of them, but my Father was gracious enough to help me through! Yes! I felt Him. After 1 hour, I've already finished the paper once, not because it was easy, but because I've skipped many questions. There was a short instant when I broke cold sweat, and I knew that was a bad sign so within myself, I mumbled, "calm down, TW."

Upon revisiting the questions, the solutions suddenly came to me one after the other. They took their time, but all of them came eventually. For that, I'm just so grateful!

Then there was the submission. It was before long when I realise I was humming the tune of the song "heart of worship". What does that show? The answer is up to the reader's own interpretation.

It's not too late, I'm certain about that. It's never gong to be too late, as long as you are sincere about it. That is, of course, not an excuse to procrastinate though.

James 4: 2-3

".... And yet the reason you don't have what you want is that you don't ask God for it. And even when you do ask, you don't get it because your whole motive is wrong- you want only what will give you pleasure."

Trust in God is more than merely saying; trust in God is not about how one declare to God that he'll trust in Him and so He'd better provide for me. That's just not the way how it works. Genuine trust is to be convinced entirely of the kind of things He has in mind for us, not one which requires some sort of returns.

Luke 19: 26

"but to those who use well what they are given, even more will be given. But from those who are unfaithful, even what little they have will be taken away."

While I was walking home, I deliberated hard if I should post this entry. One side of me was telling me that I'd portray the impression that I've being proud and boastful, but the other side was telling me otherwise. Indeed, it all lies in the purpose and the purpose itself only. I've wanted this to be a testimony, a witness for His prowess, yet the unrighteous thoughts occurred to me. I shall not be swayed by it, and by this, I hope that I'll bring glory to God, my Father! Hallelujah!!!