Today started off with a mass physical exercise. The guys had to run 4.4 kilometres to prepare for the nearing road run which involves a much greater distance of 5.1km. I tried to persevere and managed to run through the whole journey without stopping- up and down slopes, on and off roads. Total time taken was 24.31 minutes. A reasonable one, though my target was much lesser. I was the 7th in position and 2nd in class=)The rest of the day in school was dry. We had lectures and tutorials. When I realised that we would be able to bring outsiders into the school during the carnival, the first person who came into my mind was none other than clone, and of course the next would be him if we were still the same as before. Unfortunately, she turned me down. Perhaps I wasn't good enough to be acknowledged as hers. So for the entire of the whole carnival, I just wondered about in circles aimlessly, and coming back to the same place each time. It didn't feel good. Mates from my civics group had gone missing, and neither can I locate the dispersed OG members, and some were not in school, while others had gone to work. Sad, lonely. In the end, she decided that she might want to come, probably out of guilt. She would never wanna come under normal circumstances I guess. But it was still too late. Dampen spirit doesn't need any comfort. And my heart was somehow dead by then. Got to know she was gonna meet the friend, so ya. I was forsaken, replaced by a friend. So cool right... Never mind. But the worse comes when all other days with me comes with a "I need to go soon", but today was night all the way. Wow, had fun right? Good for you...On the other side, we had OG dinner at Pastamania at Parkway. I had the spicy chicken linguine and an expresso. I'm still sampling coffees, as in the western types. Expresso is still a little too bitter. The meal was filling, but I would very much prefer ham and sausage baked rice!Then I bought a hand-grip device to train up my forearms for climbing. Everyone was so fascinated by this that people started playing with it. After that, we went back on bus. Home sweet home. Today's conversation with her was never well-toned. And I guess the relationship is falling...=(