Alright, so today's the first day we returned to school after the hectic examination week. Now I very much rather it remain at the examination period. At least, back then the nervousness was always the tentative one, and the fluctuation of mood was an enjoyable one too. At least at the end of the paper was always a relief. Despite the relative ease while doing those paper, today I felt an unexplained stress. Perhaps it was the trauma from the numerous disappointment I had in the past one year despite the confidence level. The higher the hope, the greater the fall. It's indeed very true.First paper that I received was Mathematics. I remembered during the day of that paper, many people were complaining that the paper was hard, but yet I thought it was doable. Hence, I had pretty high hopes for myself except for that few which I couldn't solve. But when the paper came back, I was one of the more in front ones, probably like 10th in class? Around there. Scored 49/83. If it was last time back in secondary, I would have gone emo for days. This result was definitely not satisfiable. But JC taught me to be complacent. Somemore with that amount of work I had put in, this result was already reasonable enough. Hence, first paper was a bit of a disappointment.Second paper was Physics. Thus, after the first paper I was already pretty disappointed. When the Physics paper came back, it was a greater blow. I failed, a high fail. In JCs, we call it a sub-pass. I got 48. Hopefully, the moderation would raise y sub-pass to a pass.Third paper was Chemistry. Miss Tng talked a lot before she gave out the paper. But it wasn't a completed one since one part of it wasn't marked finish. She said there were people who scored really high for mcq, and there were some who scored really low. I was having high hopes since many people basically rushed through the paper due to time constraint, but time seemed pretty abundant for me back then. Despite the scores of disappointment I have accumulated, I decided to place my hope again. And poof!* I scored 19/20, the highest. It felt really good. A familiar feeling which followed me through 8 years, but got lost ever since the beginning of this year. I felt really good. A pleasant deja vu indeed. However, I know it wasn't over just yet. Refer to the entry I posted after I took the Chemistry paper, and you will know that section B was load of crap. True enough, I scored only 7/40 for that section. I'm pinning my hopes all on section C now. I'm hoping for a C for the paper, a target that seem pretty distant now.Today we also had a new Civics tutor, GP tutor and PW tutor. He's Mr Darrell Quek if I didn't remember wrongly. He seemed the easy-to-bully kind from first impression, but appeared to be a easy-to-piss kind after deeper interaction. But that's only the first day so mroe work had to be done=) Term 3 will be a busy, productive plus fruitful and successful term. I will start myself or at least get myself started somehow! Jiayou TiongWei!!!