Today's Wednesday. School should start late today, but due to HC meeting the Alpha-ians had to go early. Crys, Teresa, and Fang were already there when I reached. I didn't talk much during the meeting. In fact for the entire of today I didn't talk much. Was feeling quite bad. The feeling of 2 weeks ago. Why is it happening at this period of time, when everything seemed alright. Why that suddent decision? And why must it be four years? It was originally 2 years wasn't it? Many whys, I was just troubled. Very troubled. Time and again I tried to get over, but the feeling came back despite numerous time of false success. Let it go, Tiong. Don't dwell on it so much? It's not gonna help if you continue to hurt yourself like this. Tiong, must cheer up k? Tiong, .... Many people had told me these but it's just hard isn't it? Sigh*Today I'm finally officially out of OAC after getting the last signature that is required in the column on the withdrawal form. After 2 months of twists and turns, actually not that much. Just that my laze hindered the final step for 2 months until today, it's finally resolved. Relief*I left a biscuit in Crys' bag after morning's meeting, and it came in handy when she was hungry in the afternoon=P I'm far-sighted=PAside from that, we had HRC meeting in the afternoon. I was still pretty emo then. I think it got worse, so bad that I didn't talk at all. Bad bad, might leave a bad impression of me in HC, but what to do. I didn't feel like talking and ya, felt really bad. Today, most of the free periods I spent reading the bible. I'm at Jacob and Esau 's part of the Genesis book now. It's getting more and more interesting.Today's quote:RunawayAs Hagar was running away from her mistress and her problem, the Angel of thge Lord gave her this advice: (1) return and face Sarai, the cause of her problem, and (2) submit toSarai's authority. Hagar needed to work on her attitude towards Sarai, no matter how justified it may have been. Running away from our problems rarely solves them. It is wise to face our problems squarely, accept God's promise of help, correct our attitude, and act as we should.