Emotional stress isn't helping much too. I don't bottle things up, because I don't like to, but when I'm told explicitly that it is only within me and the few, and subconciously the voice's been haunting me. It gets really scary, just like the entire burden or at least 80% of it just fell on me. "Help," I shouted, only to realise that no one was there to do so. 

So much had happened. In the past, I would have blogged about all the happenings so that I won't get lost in the business of life if I were to lose my memory one day. Geography trip was one of a kind, something I really love! But 3 days were just beyond words. All the photos should speak many thousand words arleady. All in all, this is one of the best trips I've ever had. And definitely great to make new friends such as Ming Kai, Beatrice etc. Photos are all in facebook. enjoy: (search my name and go my albums, should have)

Today was probably my last time doing cheerleading. Seeing how the juniors have risen, it's really comforting to see how far they have come. I still remember the very first training when I made all of them do lunges. Haha, fond memories indeed. And today seeing Han le and Shiyan rising through the ranks to go up a full-ex. First thought that came in was that perhaps I'm no longer needed anymore. But again, everyone is indispensable and important in a squad, so I'm always proud to be in it. Perhaps next year, then I'm really no longer needed. But yes, totally glad to have known them. Distance is building up between me and them, probably because subconciously I'm distancing myself away from them. So let's hope the nomination period will end soon, and I will be back to be my xiao boi boi. Emo kid is not fun at all...

While that is the helpless lurch I'm stuck in now, always remind myself: optimism is a christian trait. I should feel better. 

My quote applies all the time: sad it ended; glad it happened