Today I'm a good guy.School starts, school breaks. Until now, it has already been numerous weeks of JC life, and still I've yet to adapt to the daily routine. In the past, school's always been within close proximity, but now I've to take a bus to the college. Having just read Joel's blog, I'm sharing the same sentiments as him. How I miss those days. It's kind of irony that there are so much that I'm afraid to lose now, but those things didn't exist back then. Meaning if I am to go back to the past, I would lose all of them... Thus, for them (F.F and clone), I shall stay, stay at the present, and continue enduring all these.
Today's a monday. I returned to school, pretty much like the usual mondays- sleepy and tired. Today's the confrontation day. After tolerating with a group member from our group, I decided that enough is enough. So today was the confrontation day. I knew it, and everyone from my grop knew it. But when confrontation came, I became kind of tongue-tied. Conscience then got the better of me. So I decided to work with her instead. It was a sudden realisation that "heys, why am I finding faults with her? If I have already gave her such judgement, then no matter how good a work she does, it still would not appeal to me. After all we are a group, shouldn't I try to complement with her work?" Joel said that it was because God gave me the ability to self-control that I'm able to do that. It's kind of amazing how He executes His plan, yea? I love Him!
Apart from that, day's been rather normal for me. I got back my Physics test paper, and as always ever since I've come into JC, it's another flunk. Late noon, I also had Chem Mock SPA, and I think it wasn't well done too. Luckily Clone's always there to cheer me up, else I would have collapsed from depression long before. Thanks Clone=) Loves~