Weather: rainy

Mood: I am a kid standing in front at the doors of the Disney Land

What a day it has been?! I mean, when one is allowed to sleept away hal the day, what other form of relaxation can overshadow it? That, of course, is an exaggeration, considering the fact that I've only turned in at 3 a.m. the night before. Anyhow, even though I had only intended this blog to be an archive of my daily happenings initially, I am entertaining the thoughts of converting it into a "perspective sharing centre" more and more often recently. Therefore, as I filled in the preface for this entry, I kind of felt the reluctance to harp on those mundaneness. I, have changed (so have many others).

December, 19 (by that, I am not referring to a date, but rather an expression for the period of December during my 18th year as a human) has been the most dynamic season in my life. So much changes, so much, yet those have not been all. More are expected to be coming along. In view of that, apart from the excitement which I've been trying to suppress for a long time already, there, are also various sentiments of both fear and uncertainties. Those tow always come hand-in-hand, just like how a certain anonymous haver married the concept of both faith and uncertainties. You fear of the unknown but because of the unknown, you'll need immense faith in the future. And to us, Christian, our faith lies in our Daddy God and only Him because the future that He has promised is so much and so great.

Although "optimism is a Christian trait" has become one of the typical tiongwei quotes already, I'm not sure if I might still be able to face such rapid changes with the same amount of positivity if they have not fallen on my favourite month of the year.

Regardless, at this instance, I think changes are good. To quote from Bleach's Kurosutchi Mayuri's famous speech about the "impossibility of perfection" when he fought an Arancar. Therefore, even if some things are ultimately good, changes are always necessary for the better (this is a fallen world in which you and I reside). With that, a period of uncertainties is certainly an opportunity to achieve greater things. God has a perfect plan for each of us, so what we need to do is to really have faith. Season of love encompasses even the trial periods for the sun will shine even brighter when the storm finally calms. God's plan are executed in accordance to His own timing which has been deemed best by most, so even if we might not feel ready for that, pray continually for the willingness if you haven't gotten that, otherwise, just trust and believe. Daddy assured us not to be afraid!