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*Koh Tiongwei*.
9-teen
24th February 1991
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-All Saints (English Congregation)
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Jesus said,"Love your enemy."
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Praise the Lord
Sunday, May 25, 2008Initially, I thought today would be just a day of extraordinarily ordinary, since I've woken up only at 1500h late in the afternoon, meaning half my day was forsaken for a much-deprived sleep. Firstly, an apology for my best friend, Joel, for not turning up at the service today as I had promised earlier. A second apology for not turning up for the lunch as yet another promise made earlier. Well, I was feeling guilty today for not getting the drive to push myself to get started for proper school work. I felt bad, really, but I just can't get myself going. Fortunately, today seemed to be a slight improvement, I've already started now. All I need now is to just get the momentum and build on it. Self-belief=) After that I felt lousy at night. Was largely disappointed at the kind of acknowledgment I get. My position in her heart... Call this jealous if you would like, you will never understand. The amount you have given in, the amount you get in return, and the amount other people get. Of course, love is all about selfless giving and sacrifices, but that's only for a saint, I guess. I can't really attain it and frankly, I was really bothered by it, in fact, hurt. The feeling really sucks... Things didn't help itself when my other most highly-placed commitment denied me. It all started with an email and a small conversation with Kaizen. It was only then that I realised that we have an assignment and the date due was the next day, and we were supposed to do this and this and that. Well, looked pretty impossible initially, but we analyzed the situation and decided to initiate something. It was our first assignment and I really want us to do it well and nice, or at least to rid of the worries the seniors had for us. My group was definitely efficient. Within minutes of information, most of them were online. We discussed a little of this and that, and really I thought our willingness to help, our presence, our initiative would be appreciated. However, I was only rebuffed with, "Tiong, next time if you want to relay any message please tell me first?" What about the "initiative stuffs"? Well, perhaps I was really at fault, but what about the you going ahead with your own stuffs, without even telling us? The email reached us all, but you decided to do it amongst you all. Unaware of what happened, together with the pressing deadline, was taking initiative really a great fault? Confronted with that kind of accusation, I was really speechless, seriously. I chose to tell you this in another window so that you wouldn't look so bad in front of them. All I have expected from you was seriously just an apology, an apology for that accusation, the apology for your fault, and I would have just swallowed all the bitterness. But what I've expected was never heard. Pondering over and over again. I've asked myself numerous times if I should just swallow it all, all to myself, not letting anyone know. But I knew bottling up was not right. I gave you a chance but you overlooked it. This was the only place I could vent my grievance, so that I could move on with life, and hopefully, work with you again as if nothing had happened.Labels: Grievance- blows from my two loves Posted by Judah at
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