Another long Thursday. Today I announce myself entirely broke. During lunch I used up the last 40 cents plus an additonal loan of ten cents from Zen to get me a sausage roll for meal. So I'm kind of really broke for the month, and very much into some deficit. A day of many double periods didn't spice up the already very dull school day at all. During GP, we were supposed to do a comprehension test, but apparently some miscommunication broke out, and he was kind of pissed. My sentiments- should never blame us because we were unaware too. It was the first time we attempted Analytical questions (am not sure if that 's the term). It was kind of bad, because my mind literally went blank after that.After Geog, we had our A levels Physics SPA skills C and D. I thought I did well. Then the HRCs had a meeting where lots of tasks and changes were addressed. I'm beginning to feel the intense pressure, but nevertheless I'm still keeping mummed about some stuffs. Should really get out of that passive phase. I didn't feel quite myself when I don't participate in discussions, but yet I've been doing that. I just kind of dazed, or let a lot of thoughts come and go, instead of letting them have a verbal escapade. Sigh, it hasn't been a day of great events, but it had been a day of intense sadness. I'm pretty much embittered. It seemed to me that 2008 has been a year of breaking up until now, since so many well-blessed couples are breaking up pairs after pairs. I've yet to get out of tha pain, but just as things were picking up again, I was given a brutal push back into the depth of immense sorrow. Matt said I looked emo today. Ponder over it, I've never really shed a genuine smile ever since, and genuine happiness had abandoned me somehow, for now...KEEP MY HOPE