Thursday, October 9, 2008
To rest is to walk a longer distance. As I grow older, the mommy's boy within me diminishes at a rate of a huge fraction every second. The old me becomes no longer familiar and it's a weird feeling. On one side you feel the desire to do it, and the other side conscience always holds us back. Though, desire beats conscience many a times.
This morning was packed with much tiredness. Mom must have felt the same that she only woke me up at 6. After much deliberation, I decided to skip school, or at least half of it for today. Reason 1: I'm exhausted. Reason 2: First part of the day's gonna be a waste of time. Reason 3: late bus is never nice to squeeze in. So after bathing, I crawled back into the comfy bed and slept in all the way until 9. It's been some time since I last had a nice long sleep, but this was never enough. I have forsaken too much sleep for all the work, fun, blog, and chats. Hm. Seriously have to find some time to make it all up. At around 11 I set off to make my ez-link card at the branch at Pasir Ris, and it's finally done. Hm. Surely felt better than without ez-link. It's just that inconvenience. Went back to school, and saw Zen sleeping in the HC room. Didn't wake him up, and since I was still tired, I slept in the other couch. Hm. That's that bah. Happy Birthday Zen. Hope you like the pencil case- my idea, EeWen's effort=) Happy birthday again. Lessons in the afternoon were much more useful, at least I felt so. So I was really happy to have not wasted my morning in school=)
For PE, we played field soccer. The ball cannot really roll, can it? The pitch arh, not good. Made some good slides, and many other unnecessary ones. Got to stop sliding, and learn how to mark properly. Didn't play well today, but it was still a good game. Time to improve. Had bubble tea before going home, and I guess that's that.
I'm shacked, really need some rest. So the mood was already half-emoing itself already. But when I saw that tag in the blog, I entered full phase emoness once again. I mean it's that annonomous guy again, and I hate it when people don't use real identity. Hm. This guy seems to be having some issue with me, because it was never good things whenever he/she tags. Yup, I do complain, and I'm human. Perspective subject refers to the style of marking differs between every tutor. And since there's the possibility of me getting a good tutor, but yet I got a different perspective one, ain't I unlucky? Ok, I didn't mean any offence. Been wanting to defend myself, but to avoid any unnecessary conflicts, I only replied ~lalala~, but ya, the grievance is always there. So I'm addressing it? Total emo-ness. If contents not appealing, please ignore it. It's a life journal which I made an effort to update everyday, so why can't it contain my complaints?
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Posted by Judah at 10/09/2008 06:07:00 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday was fine, but a little too long. Shacked me slept everywhere. There's nothing much to blog about.
Tuesday was fine too. Had PE for the first period. They said it was some self-monitoring activity where we had to do 4 laps, 30 push-ups, 30 sit-ups, 5 chin ups. Most of my friend ran only 3 rounds, but I was obedient enough to finish them all. Didn't the 5 chin-ups though. Then we played soccer. Didn't had fun because my breathing is becoming worse each time after exercise. Meaning, I really got to start training up. Lessons were normal but long. Then at 1230 I decided to go home since there only one more period after the two consecutive breaks. I mean waiting for a period for 4 hours is kind of waste of time. Furthermore, it was only permutation and combination and the concepts were mostly covered the day before. So it's time I go home, and I went, and took a nap. Headache torturous.
Mom went to Kualau Lumpur tonight and will only come back on Friday. I have to wash my own clothes, do my own chores, and endure the long hours of silence when no one's at home=( Sad me.
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Posted by Judah at 9/16/2008 09:30:00 AM