Two days ago wwas a really bad day. After returning from Joel's house, I was left on my own again. Loneliness is really scary, especially when one is so much haunted by that constant fear to lose someone you cherish so much in your life. Therefore that day, I left early. It was a sleepness night. I slept at 6 and wake up at 7, the impossible on the norm days. But I'm losing sleep.By the time I reached bao's house, Daniel and Bo were already studying there. For a moment I managed to forget about the unhappy things. But when we conversed, and the usual teasing comes in, memories were evoked, and my mood nose-dived to the worst. Cried a little, to myself. I think only bao notice. The entire day, my mood was having roller-coaster fluctuations, ups and downs, very dynamic. Baobao cooked for us that day. Fried rice, but I saw her walk here walk there. Haha, then we teased her say is her aunty cook one. We know is she cook one though. Tasted pretty nice=) Not bad arh, F.F got a cook at home le. At night, Bobo and Joel decided to walk me home because I was so quiet. I was feeling really bad then, so I asked them to take the bus, so that I can walk alone. But they were worried, so they insisted. And halfway, scenarios of the past months came back, the familiar walk under the stars, in the dark sky. And that was my limit. I could not take it anymore then, and I broke down. Cried all the way as I walked home=(